+++I Ran Away From Home And Joined The Army. It Seems As Though Running From War At Home Made Me Run Into The World's Problems. Korea Is A Wonderful War Zone. That Is Where I am Stationed At In The Army Right Now.I'm Tired Of It Already. I Wanna Go Home, well, My Home Away From Home That Is, Nicole. I Got Married And Now I'm The Man About Town Or So They Say. I'm Going To Parties And Dances And Places That I Never Went Before (This May Sound Like I've Been Living Under A Rock For A Long Time And I Finally Broke Away, but Yes, I Did Just Break Away From My Cellar Of Horrors).

At Home, Life Seems To Be Standing Still. I Saw A Recent Picture Of My Big Brother Paul Back Home Standing In Front Of Our Hometown Garage Back In Big Bear Lake, California. The Garage Was Still Filled With Glu-Lam Logs Stacked As If They Were Never Moved Since The Last Time I Saw them With My Own Eyes Back In February Of 2008 (My Parents Are Building A Home And They Got Alot Done Before I Left And The Logs Were The Next Addition To The House).

I Never Call My Parents Anymore, I Dream Of Them Being Upset With Me. I Feel As Though I Should Never Talk To Them Again. I Know That It Doesn't Have To Be This Way, But They Left Me With No Choice. My Dad Never Let Me Do Anything On My Own So A Ran Away and Even Though It Seems To My Mother That She Did Nothing Wrong, She Was Never There To Tell My Father That I Needed To Leave Home Someday To Help Out With The Family. But I Guess She Agreed With My Father Too Much. My Brothers, I miss Them. While After I Left We Don't Talk That Much, I Can Tell Me Leaving Was Good For My Little Brother. He Was Allowed To Dye His Hair A Color He Wanted (Big Deal In My Family). I Wonder What My Dad Said The Whole Time? I Wonder If My Dad Still Breathes? Sometimes, I Believe That He Is On This Different Wavelength Than Anybody. He Jokes About Everyone Else, But When It Comes To Him, He Is So Serious, I'm Not Even Kidding. I'm Not Sure if That Explained Anything About How Everything Stays The Same Back Home When We Leave Our Lives At A Young Age, But Whatever.

DeviantArt +++ Well, I'm Really Into Tattoos Now. I Don't Have Any Because It's My Artist's Curse: So Many Designs and Pics And Symbols, I Don't Know What I Want Etched Into My Skin Permanently. Now, I Have A Large Scar On My Back From God Knows What Happened One Night, I've Kinda Became Unafraid Of Being Permanently Branded With Ink. The Problem Now Is Finding A Good Tattoo Artist.

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